Disappear

Disappear
(Zay, Taylor, Tobias)

I don't want anyone to take care of me
I don't want anyone to know who I am
Behind my mask I hide my needs
Behind my eyes I am sad

Keep your eyes open
They wash away the pain
Keep your eyes open
No ones pushed you away

Sabotage by disappointing you
I'm scared my needs will start to hurt you
Don't want to lose myself in your imagined demands
If I'm not being the best I cut off my hands

Keep your eyes open
They wash away the pain
Keep your eyes open
No ones pushed you away

Stuck in a place with no intimacy
Afraid to reach out my hand
and all the reasons I am wrong for you
Need to disappear in the sand